Hallucinations of the Prinsediran XVIII: I Will Be [An Example]

A full circle and a few more turns and we are here again. It’s been long I heard from Moi, but Moi is finally here and to let Me know of what will be.

One won’t say one wants to be rich or famous or anything hyper, for what will be will be.

I will be an example of that dream that never came true
I will be that fiction that never became untrue
I will be the one who never lived
I will be the one who never died.

I will be that smile that never faded
I will be that tear that never dried
I will be that wound that time never healed
I will be that old wound that never opened up.

I will be that hair that never grew,
that ripe fruit that never fell.
I will be that hair that never turned grey,
that fruit that never ripened.

I will be the egg that never hatched,
the sun that never rose.
I will be the star that never shone,
the sun that never set.
I will be the moon that never faded.

I will be that child that never grew up,
that man that never grew old.
I will be that child that was never born,
that father that never died.

I will be an example of this
I will be an example of that
A curse, a blessing, I will be what you see in yourself.

Come rain come sun, one will be an example of what is, what shouldn’t be, what can be, what will be, what cannot be and what wouldn’t be.

Hallucinations of the Prinsediran IX: May God Forgive You [The Church]

We are here again, joyful, avoiding every recipe for sadness. Yes, there’s music in the background of course and just about that time when sleep always comes in, tap tap, be alert, for Moi is speaking to Me again.

You must have heard of the Church, no doubt.
You must have read about the Church, no doubt again.
You’ll be there on Sunday, maybe.
You most likely know what a Church is… 1. a building for public Christian worship. 2. Public worship of God or a religious service in such a building. 3. the whole body of Christian believers; Christendom.

Well Me, say to Church, “May God forgive you for being a Church when you are not one.”

May God forgive you [the Church] for creating different variations of “GOD” in such a way you can only feel safe in your own denomination. [Deut. 6:4].

May God forgive the Church for the wealth they immerse and for the little they give to the poor.

May God forgive the Church for not training up a child in the way he should go, may He pardon you for not caring to bring back the departed generation. [Prov. 22:6]

May God forgive the Church for threatening its congregation with death.

May God forgive the Church for the broken hearts waiting to die because their love is not in the truth. [I Cor. 7:12-13].
May God forgive the Church for taking away the salt in the word of God.

May God forgive the Church for not being able to impact spirituality. May He pardon you for not having a link to Heaven… Common troubles, the church can’t avert them again thru prayers.

May God forgive the Church for becoming a political platform.

May God forgive you for being a part of the Church, may He pardon you for decaying with them.

May God forgive you for running away from the Church, may He pardon you for not staying to heal it. [John 2:15-16].

May God forgive the Church for believing in faith alone and not in good deeds and obedience of the word. That’s why a gay can suddenly be a pastor, a faithful pastor at that. [Rev. 2:6]

May God forgive the Church for welcoming homosexuals [1 Cor. 6:9]

May God forgive the Church for the dishonour it bestows on our Lord Jesus Christ. [Heb. 1:6-14].

May God forgive the Church for it is [they are] dying.

May God forgive the Church for falling and staying down [Rev 2:5].

May God forgive the Church for leading the people into idolatery.

May God forgive the Church for not realising that it is wretched, pitiful, poor, blind and naked [Rev 3:17].

May God forgive the Church for being jealous of the number of people in other congregations [James 3:16].

May God forgive me [Moi] for I have found it hard to forgive the Church, may He pardon me for not being able to heal the Church.

You can sleep now, Me.

Hallucinations of the Prinsediran VI: Random [Say To Them].

Listening to Moi again saying to me;

Say to them, “Dear people of God, I hate to believe the devil is much more innovative.” Tis he does because you have refused to walk in the ancient paths.

Say to your child, “When you interact with people, you’ll see the essence of all I’ve been teaching you, my dear child.”

Say to the writers and readers alike, “The more I read, the more I become a nobody, the more I become somebody else. I must write to stay alive.”

Say to them who hate and are hated alike, “People will hate you in the future, you must not be one of them [Love yourself].”

Say to unappreciated, “People will forget what you did for them… Learn to appreciate yourself.”

Say to the lover boy, “Do not underestimate love… If you fall into that pit with an ungrateful person… God bless your soul.”

Say to the ignorant, “You can’t pretend to be ignorant. You actually don’t know you don’t really know.”

Say to your wife, “Responsibility for an action that led to a reaction must be taken first before the reaction is discussed, dear wife.”

Identify with the heartbroken, “I lay all day feeling sorry that it is broken. It floats all day and night pumping more blood to keep us awake… Stupid heart.”

Say to the dark skinned, “The problem of Africa is Education. Yes, innovative people spend so much time reading for stupid exams.”

Say to the detective, “When you are being forced to tell a lie in place of the truth just to please those that didn’t believe you in the first place… Walk away from stupid people.”

Say to the defendant, “The most selfish form of self defence is people dwelling on counting your sins to avoid theirs from being counted [and people counting your blessings just to hide their own blessings].”

Say to the unhappy, “You can’t be faking happiness. You simply hate the idea of the wrong person actually making you happy once in a while.”

Say to the ‘Bounty’ hunter, “If on Sunday your neighbour tells you his son can do anything for chocolates and you can’t find your chocolates on Monday, the boy’s burial should be on Saturday, of course.”

Remember some people? The ones who think? Congratulate some people for they have succeeded in falling out of ‘love’ with you; remember we are still trying to do the same.

Say to the Lord, “I thank Thee for the gift of new eyes everyday, just like a new born baby, they’ll hurt when they are used too early, yet its a necessary pain to avert seeing hatred and the troubles of yesterday.”

Say to end time, “I hope my health doesn’t beat you to our grave”

Say to Moi, be calm now.

Be calm now, I’ll say to you again.